That means I work tonite, the maid came in and will need to be dropped off. Well that means more money in my pocket, but also less. But the house will be immaculate. The lawn was watered yesterday, and I stocked up on supplies for the month. Had an amazing weekend of being busy at the ranch. Believe it or not I washed 6 cars, one of them twice. I cleaned the pool and hand scrubbed the top lapiz tile. Also helped move a tractor, scrubbed the roof of the aviary, and also worked in the yard and on several projects. Trimmed the palms, and had a good weekend of work. You never know what change will occur, and sometimes I think it was good that I had a lifestyle change. Heaven knows I used to try to buy happiness with luxuries and indulgences. It never worked.

Does anyone remember the scene in Risky Business where Joel's mother comes home and finds that her crystal egg has a defect? Just yesterday I walked into my study and found a faceted crystal dish and a large crystal egg laying on the floor. The dish, shattered, the egg chipped on the bottom edge. It seems that the I had some books placed upright on the bookcase, behind the crystal items, and the books fell causing the crystal to fall to the floor. The door had been closed, no pets inside, no maid service this week. My own actions caused me to lose two items that I previously swore that I treasured. Now the dish is in the dumpster and the egg is back on the shelf. Cracked edge to the back. You cannot perceive the defect unless you lift it. Probably no one will ever know. But I do. And I am not sure what is causing me more grief. The fact that my treasures are now so reduced, the fact that I caused it, or the fact that maybe they weren't treasures at all. Just expensive mollifiers from a life past.

Ok folks I am not sure what is planned, but is going to be great. Kurt has something amazing to release to his blog. Make sure you check it out today.

I like my little gardens as they are ever ready to offer up secrets if you look for them. My life is like that. So much depth beneath the shallowness I have worn as a shield for years. 

Life is all about the details. They say the devil is in the details. I know I am into details. Kurt? He is all about the detail. Imagine the thought that goes into a sexy swirl.

"I only do it when nobody can see and I am in my cubicle. The leg strike is the most important part of the sexy swirl; because my handy snaps are just a façade. The snaps are incorporated for distraction purposes only but when the leg strike comes, WATCH OUT! My leg strike is a perfect proportion. It has been known to cause blindness in the crowds."

You have been warned.

Kurt is straight, married and has a child. My world is over.

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When my face is in his butt. This is what Kurt told me to post. Base, I know. But somehow it speaks to the duality that is life and existence in this world. Smile, though your heart is aching. Smile, even though its breaking. Etc.

shorts and like sandals and maybe a tshirt or nice button up shirt with sleeves rolled up. This is what Kurt will be wearing. I may just do the same. Crossband sandals? Flat strap? Flip-flops? Huaraches? I do love the thought of a guy wearing cargo shorts and a short tee, seated at an outdoor restaurant with his sandal dangling off his foot. We shall see.